In Between

I always hate the in between. 
Not having a someone makes me miss a someone....
It's a constant ache. 
It's like jumping from rock to rock...
That nasty feeling in between, when you're rising... suspended... and falling...
Now, I am rising. I've just left Rock One, and I have a ways to go before Rock Two.
It gives me too much to think about, and too much time to think.
Why did I jump in the first place?
How soon will I get to Rock Two?
Sooner than I thought?
Halfway there, now. 
Rock Two is in plain sight. This is that pivotal moment, locking onto your target.
I'm suspended there, in between where I've jumped from and where I'm about to land.
Too late to go back now, because soon, I'll be falling...
And then it happens.
It's your gut that sets in, and you know you're going down, getting closer and closer to Rock Two.
No looking back, it's almost over.
The ache is almost over.
What if I miss? What if my aim was off, when I jumped in the first place?
I'm still falling... can't stop now.


I hate the in between. 

Music... Duh. (September Playlist)

I'm starting over. Which makes sense, because I truly have started over. Or rather, changed for the better. 
So here's to October, time is new. What I'm saying is, I want to blog about music... why didn't I do that from the start?


Something interesting about me is that I'm very OCD about my music collection. My iTunes is the most organized personal item I own. Each month, I need new music. At the beginning of the month, I get new music. I make a playlist of this music, and I listen to it all month long. In this way, each month of my life has a soundtrack. I almost always have memories that relate to a song. I can tell you when I got the song, why, how I relate to it, the most important memory I have of that song... etc. It's really pretty cool. 


Last month's playlist was pretty awesome, if I do say so myself. So now, I present:

Some September Getdown (yes, "getdown" is a word.)
                                              

Intermission	Senator & The New Republic
Wild and Young	American Bang
Lero-Lero	Luisa Maita
Bringing It Back	Master Shortie
Auburn - La La La (Feat. Iyaz)
Magic	B.o.B ft Rivers Cuomo
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Hot Tottie (Dirty)	Usher Ft Jay Z And Ester Dean
The Truth	Kris Allen
Teenage Dream	Katy Perry
DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again (Feat. Pitbull)	Usher
Everywhere She Goes	Across The Sky
All I Want Is You (feat. J. Cole)	Miguel
Crazy	James
Interstate	Randy Rogers Band
Si Es por Amor	Wait. Think. Fast.
Aw Naw	Nappy Roots
Ride	Nappy Roots
Inside of You	The Maine
Disarm	Smashing Pumpkins
King of Anything	Sara Bareilles
Half of My Heart (with Taylor Swift)	John Mayer
We'll Be A Dream (Feat. Demi Lovato)	We The Kings
A Drop In The Ocean	Ron Pope
You're The Reason I Come Home	Ron Pope
Summer is Gone	Ron Pope
Mix 6 : Blame It On The Pop vs Warpin Mix	DJ  Warpin
Heart Shaped Box	Nirvana
Come As You Are	Nirvana
Smells Like Teens Spirit	Nirvana
Live Your Dreams	Les Brown
Club Can't Handle Me (feat. David Guetta)	Flo Rida
Rhythm Of Love	Plain White T's
Naive	The Kooks
Believe	The Bravery
Kids	MGMT
Kids (Feat. MGMT)	Chiddy Bang
Epic	Faith No More
All The Above (Feat. T-Pain)	Maino
Say You'll Haunt Me	Stone Sour
Po' Folks	Nappy Roots
Walk Around the Lake	Lost In the Trees
Run Back to Your Side	Eric Clapton
Hasta la Verdad	Javiera Mena
The Best Day	Atmosphere
Freefallin'	Atmosphere
The Loser Wins	Atmosphere